๐ฎ๐ A FAIRYTALE OF THE COSMIC FREQUENCIES
๐ฎ๐ A FAIRYTALE OF THE COSMIC FREQUENCIES
December 2021
GEMINI FULL MOON ๐๐
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Doorways of duality & portal paradoxes.
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We all become an
*Alice in Wonderland* ๐ณ๐๐ง๐ผ
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adventuring in *worlds of our own.* Juggling doorknobs to locked doors behind curtains we cannot open.
The nervousness of questioning if we are in the right room becomes obsolete when we become deeply curious to seeking where the lost keys can be found to the RIGHT REALM that suits & supports our souls.
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GEM MOON SEXTILE CHIRON W/ CHIRON STATION DIRECT *SAME DAY* AS VENUS GOES RETRO: ๐๐:
โฆstimulates an emotional healing as we solo-journey / sojourn *in a world of our own*, where weโre also aware of the multiple other realms of reality existing in other doorways.
We shift within greater realities as old paradigms restructure, in our search / as we search for our Truth on our hero healing journey WHILE connecting the dots in dual dimensions.
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๐VENUS RETRO SQUARE CHIRON DIRECT๐งก
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Venus & Pluto trine Uranus
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Gem moon moving into Cancer๐
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๐ฉ๐ผโ๐ฆฐ๐ ANASTASIAโs
๐คโJOURNEY TO THE PASTโ-
โข A Quantum Questโข
๐๐ซ๐จOnce upon a December...
an unearthing of deep-seated grief traumas erupt. ๐
We find ourselves processing the past in ways we never saw coming.
Grieving ancestral long-lost loves.
๐Reflections of memories are played on repeat in the music box of our soul. ๐ก๐ ๐ผ๐ป
Reminders of rushed mournings that needed WAY more tender time & space to grieve. Wounds of unmet needs & disappointments from lack of safety/support in unsafe spaces.
Feeling into the traumas of what was wrongfully taken from usโ through grief, separation, time, space. Our heartโs biggest loves, & biggest needsโฆ..STOLEN from our Soul.
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We willingly ride on two train tracks simultaneously, as we process the raw PAINS on those TRAINS of our past - to digest more deeply WHILE immersed in our ongoing healing, knowing we are never fully healed, but are always HEALING.
Recognizing that our hero journey furthers our evolvement when we rewind into a deep remembrance.
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Time-traveling is Quantum Evolvement: ascending AND/IS descending.
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๐๐VENUS RETRO CONJUNCT PLUTO : ๐ง๐ผโโ๏ธ๐ธ๐
Ariel picking the petals of the push/pull flowering frustrations.
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Trapped in b/t our shadow Self & our ongoing-healing Self.
This tension transmits irritating vibrations from the pain spots of our wounds. Our places of unworthiness, insecurity, & doubts.
In distress, we pick the petals of โฆโHe loves meโฆ..
โฆ.He loves me notโ
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But this time, the melancholic tune swaps to one of more fearful foreboding, the words take a turn into more dreadful territory, as we heavily focus on our bruised inner self.
A dance battle between our Healing Self vs. Wounded Self:
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I love me, VS. I love me not.
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I desire this, BUT am I worthy ?
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I know who I am, OR do I ?
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I have always trusted my journey VS. Iโm not so sure anymore because nothing is manifesting even though I planted every possible seedโฆ none from a sprout of where I now pick the petals from.
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๐๐๐๐ง๐ผโโ๏ธSwimming on as we attempt to soothe the wounded-ness of our hearts as we explore this conflict of contraction vs. expansion within the emotional body.
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โ๏ธโจWINTER SOLSTICE Capricorn Season
๐งโโ๏ธ Elsa in ICE-SOLATION -
Into the Unknowns.๐โ๏ธ๐ฌ
โ๏ธIn order to survive within the frigid cold-hearted tundras of society, we were forced to seek solitude simply for warmth & safety. So much so, it led to extended ICE-solation. A wintery void of death, in the crisis of the unknown. โ๏ธ๐
Our souls are exhausted.
...knowing where we came from, what weโve been through, how far weโve already comeโฆin the passages through these SICK societal SYSTEMS, COLDHEARTED DISCONNECTED DYNAMICS we have been forced to survive THROUGHโฆ.we see through a โ๏ธsnowflake softly falling upon our heads that brings to lightโ๏ธโญ๏ธhow we have lived through it all -in ALL our STRENGTH.
We take this strength as we journey into even MORE of the unknown with this weekโs 3rd & final SATURN SQUARE URANUS of the year.
Stepping into unclear futures. Yet pressured to get there.
Stuck in b/t the tension of time: the quickening of it, & the slowness of our unfolding.
Stuck within uncertainties of where the compass of our hearts will lead us.
In order to not only survive, but THRIVEโฆwe must redirect, reevaluate, & reaffirm THE ELEMENTS of our Higher Heart in order to function. ๐
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Renewals of the inner realms are being reworked & reprogrammed in the Winter Unknowns.
As we sit in the discomfort of winter darkness & shadow work explorations & excavationsโฆwe are promised a Light at the end of winterโs seemingly eternal tunnel. ๐โ๏ธ The promise comes through the next footprints-to-follow in the snowy landscapes gifted to us by Ancestor Angels. We have faith & follow. Another snowy footprint / or footprint in the snow revealedโฆupon the element of EARTH.๐จ๐ฃ๐ป
In the divine disclosures opening up the new-to-come, a LETTING GO of the obsolete frees our souls.
The element of air, liberated winds of freedom. ๐จ
Alone in the frozen rivers of where the walls & wounds of our hearts meltโฆINTO THE ELEMENT OF WATER.๐ฆ
we SOFTEN INTO BEING SEEN.
THE ELEMENT OF FIRE OFFERS COMFORTING WARMTH & THE HEAT REQUIRED TO HEAL OUR HEARTS.๐ฅ๐๐ฅ
Thawing the blockages of ice crystals.โ๏ธ๐๐ง Dissolving deeply-concealed unworthiness. ((Venus Retro))
In this defrosting, we emerge into empowerment.
We are initiated: in the releasing/purging of fears & inadequacies, an invocation from our spirit sparks open. We are returning to our highest truths, loves, & values found within our heartโs deepest kingdom. ๐
Unhurried & gradual, the deep thawing of the heartโs icy barriers calls for TOWERING amounts of compassion, emotional intelligence, & EMPATHY. For ourselves. & for others.
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As we crack the frozen glaciers to reveal fluid springs in which will carry us into our Spring Re-awakenings & Renewals๐๐๐๐ทโฆwe discover ourselves to be the *5th element* โ we are the Spirit weโve been searching for.
Conduits & channels for our gifted โจINTERNAL & ETERNAL MAGICโจ to flow through & be seen. SHOWING OURSELVES, *all* of ourselves. ๐
โฆfrom the frost to the spring, & weathering all of the elemental climates & crises in-between.