Moons of May 2024
A Scorpio Full Moon at 4 degrees on April 23rd closes out the month of April as we approach the 🌸 FLOWER MOONS OF MAY 🌸 (An extremely earthy Taurus New Moon + the Sagittarius Full (“flower”) Moon ((( the real ‘flower’ moon = May’s FULL moon ))) —
🌝I was really feeling the connection with the Scorpio/Taurus axis at the time of the Scorpio full moon to the Taurus full moon 6 mo. ago. on Oct. 28th 2023
….with way too many, eerily similar themes, emotions, & every day whereabouts to around that time to this point in time. WILD !!! & kind of unexpected / taken by surprise sort of stuff.
The Scorpio full moon squaring Pluto + the spicy pinnacle of the Jupiter/Uranus conjunction only added to the intensities, unanticipated triggers arising, & even some pockets of spontaneous & synchronistic, gleeful moments that caught me off guard in the most dreamy & delightful ways ;) 💓
The key energetic signature I experienced during the Scorpio full moon was that of many shadows flying around the surface to be seen.
ALL OF WHAT I’VE BEEN FEELING, FEARING & DESIRING came burning up to my own surfaces with a cutting clarity of noticing my triggers around perceived inadequacies.
🔍A soulful sleuthing into my subconscious resulted in a realization of what the core thread of similar, trigger-point patterns that play out for me are here to show me🔍 :
They simply spark up to show me where in life I have the most sacred values towards those things that are causing a fierce reaction within me — those exact places where the trigger arises, are the tender places where the most sacred & meaningful morals/values are for me.
On April 28th, the Mars/Neptune conjunction at 28 degrees assisted with the weeding out of whatever is warped that is still lingering within/around us — outdated preferences, agreements, etc.
This process of elimination has caused a collective exhaustion of feeling drained & strained.
…feeling some emerging nostalgias? ..a sensitive pull to the spring/summers of the past? …
*PLUTO went RX/ RETROGRADE a week after this full moon in Scorpio, which is ruled by Pluto ☄️ — ~I felt as if a shovel was forced upon my hand’s grasp, in an organic stream-of-consciousness to digging up of BOTH disappointments *AND* diamonds of the past 💎. ~
All of these energetic interactions taking place during TAURUS season …esp. w a SCORPIO MOON (from when it was full on Apr 23-to the moon still being in Scorpio until Apr 25th) …spoke in an enigmatic poetry & prophecy 🔮 during our sultry soaks into our subconscious…
unearthing triggers-to-treasures from the fullness of the Scorpio moon...
… to the self-assured soils of the Taurus new moon …
divine disenchantments taking place to initiate explorations into divinely experienced ecstasies —
The potential of bodily bliss can be reached with receptivity for the full-spectrum of finer feelings, & for excavating all of the shadows + truths within our subconscious that told us we had something to prove.
🐦🔥🕊️The Phoenix can then root down deep
into her self-reliance, her conviction & certainty of self,
shaking off the ashes with a smirk on her face & with zero interest in her mind & heart for arguing for what & who she is.
💝 reclaiming our Venus co-exists with claiming our consternations 💝.
& confronting any dynamic of disempowerment.
Our internal gardens speak for themselves.
….which brings us to the
NEW MOON IN TAURUS
@ 18 degrees on May 7th.
🌹AN ALIGNED BLOOMING
IN GROWING GARDENS 🌹
sunlight slowly rolls in ..gently casting its’ beams down upon the gardens we’ve been tending. Areas of our garden are softly lit up by the light that winks with precognition …offering a glimpse of what’s to grow 😉🪴🍃🍃🍃🌹🌹🌹
and VIOLA! 🪄… The moon’s ruler Venus is also beautifully in Taurus right now…💝 = so we have EXTRA Venus’y vibes w/ Venus back on the luscious temple throne of her home.
~~ sweetening the pot 🍯 & joining the luxurious flow 👄🍇 within the Taurean line-up of lovelinesses are the Sun, Moon, Jupiter, Uranus…and Mercury joining on May 15th ~~
The sun + moon in Taurus being conjunct Uranus…
Saturn in Pisces sextiling both the sun + moon…
& with Taurus season coming to an end with a BANG !!⚡️🌷⚡️🌹
with the Venus & Uranus conjunction….
= equates =
to a planetary potion, a brewing up of a BIG concoction made for sipping, not downing in an instant —
🔮🍵🍶 …here we get a delicious, edible, sweet & syrupy, magically esculent elixir …that supports our processes of elimination with a bit more ease, an honoring of our evolutionary growth & healing, & a taste of stripping things raw to take our rhythms & functions back to basics.
The path to pleasure is whatever best nurtures our human rawness, & potency to feel & be alive… 💝.
🔑 And there is no pleasure, without safety 💝
our internal safety
+
our safety in relations with others
are the safe containers
where a SACRED BLOOMING
of our lives unfold…
…if we choose to stay in sacred alignment to our values.
And if you are a soul of *sacred blooming*…you most likely will be called a ‘LATE BLOOMER’ 🌷…according to most people’s misguided ideas on the what/how/WHEN we should be acquring all of the important ‘life things.’ These types of views on “timing” stem mostly from false-belief systems & are far too limited and misaligned to those who hold more truth, integrity, & depth within their own systems of beliefs & values.
‘LATE’ BLOOMERS 👄🌷 are only “late” because we’re not linear.
The evolutionary path was never linear.
It’s a non-linear process.
It’s a tangled dance within a space on the earthly continuum where “time” as most know it, does not exist.
It’s a swirly, sideways journey.
… as opposed to “forward” (most correlate “forward” with momentum and are consumed with productivity)
Start reframing “late blooming” to being
a “SACRED BLOOMING” — lavish & lush.
‘A flower unseen blooms just as beautifully and smells just as sweet.’
“So called 'late-bloomers' get a bad rap. Sometimes the people with the greatest potential often take the longest to find their path because their sensitivity is a double edged sword- it lives at the heart of their brilliance, but it also makes them more susceptible to life's pains.🔮 Good thing we aren't being penalized for handing in our purpose late. The soul doesn't know a thing about deadlines.”🔮 — Jeff Brown
Blooming “ late “ ….or right on divine time?
Late Bloomers bloom “late”
because we put all of our time & energy
into healing the trauma our life circumstances has given us.
…If we align this concept with “Destiny” —
& if we are indeed “destined” to experience certain things in life…
…then the healing from those struggles
is what gifts us the gems of deeper consciousness 💎💎💎
that allows us to bloom in all of the right ways destined for us. 🌷🌷🌷
** Consciousness clears the path for the bloom.**
We’ve been blooming all along…because that’s what human evolvement is.
And if we connect this to our Destiny - then we are “right on time” —
to blooming, to opening, to aligning….
to all of the beautiful things exactly meant for us to experience.
And if we were to experience certain special/sacred events any sooner,
it wouldn’t be as special…or right for us.
Wait for the full bloom.
Keep blooming fully. & deeply.
There is no *destination bloom*,
There is only *the journey of the bloom*.
BLOOMING BRILLIANTLY…uniquely…according to your own set of standards.
…go against the grain of mainstream —-
instead of speeding up the bloom like most do,
slow it down ALL the way…🐢
remind yourself that it’s ok to be a night bloomer 🌚🌹
...if most are grinding during the day
the point is : GROW your own way. 🌷
do it YOUR way.
*
they call us ‘late bloomers’ ….
….as if we’ll acquire & achieve the same things as them,
just way after then the rest of them have….much later in life ….
further down the timeline & on their faulty clocks that scream “LATE !!! ”
….as if we’re “behind”
…AS IF we were all even on the same ‘path’ to begin with !!!
We are not “late” on anything.
We are all on our OWN paths…blooming ‘right on time’ in the ways we are meant to according our extremely unique healing journeys & evolution.
WE EACH ACQUIRE DIFFERENT THINGS BY A DIFFERENT WAY …MORE SUITED TO US.
Real support & love does help tremendously in moving us along on our paths. And if we don’t have as much as that as we’d like, we must support ourselves even more fiercely and lovingly.
It may be harder & take longer for some of us to make momentum in our lives, but you will NEVER miss what is meant for you. KEEP GOING 👣
Surrender to accepting YOU ARE NOT AS “BEHIND” AS YOU BELIEVE/THINK YOU ARE !!
PROJECTIONS OF LIMITED MIND-SET THINKING HAS TOLD YOU OTHERWISE, BUT IT IS NOT TRUE.
those who do the work ...
do the work.
(( healing. inner. shadow. SOUL work. ))
…which makes us able to ‘skip over’ / ‘side-step’ certain experiences others need to dip into for lengthy times to really “get” the picture/ the lessons.
we avoid potential heartbreaks down the line this way, but it is the hearts of the healers who have have had ENOUGH of the heartbreaks.
our work is painful enough. our work in self-partnership is hefty enough.
and as we continue to evolve, this puts us in the portals of attracting only the highest, healthiest most divine outcomes…in every aspect of life.
** Our evolving consciousness enables the ’side-step’ of drama / additional heartbreaks while sustaining alignments. **
we easily ‘sacrifice’ temporary, personal pleasures that we are naturally not interested in participating in anyway
(ex: shallow sex, short termed relationships that arent in highest alignment etc. )
…for longterm, lasting, sustainable healthy connections.
Those living in more of the conventional lifestyles will look at our entire journey as late blooming // labeling us as late bloomers.
….for we may not yet be totally immersed in living out our purpose, in our aligned work, or even being in divine partnership (if that’s what we desire & are called to experience)
Maybe most things other people are doing with their lives and what they have in their lives aren’t apart of our highest alignment either. We do not NEED those things to be in our highest potentials.
We get mistakenly labeled and misjudged mostly in part cause on the outside, it doesn’t look like we have much going on or “to show for” in our external world.
but internally, there is a bounty of richness here that only the healers / sacred bloomers are made to explore. It is where the deep, brave work of all the soul work takes place.
we are SOUL bloomers.
we go DEEP so we can bloom and blossom into the life meant for us. . .
internally and externally.
🔑going through these deep cycles — the deep healing work — multiple divine storms / dark nights of the soul ! - as to understand & integrate the karma, the healing, the lessons …doing the work that nobody knows you’re doing !! you’re IN things that are very private & personal!! but it matters soooo much. . cause it matters so much to your journey in this lifetime, as much as what awaits you on the other side. 🔮🪽🌹
We take the time and energy to do the REAL WORK …that most people living in the box of the matrix don’t prioritize or take the time/energy to do at all !
but it’s been a ‘full time job’ since we were born. We can even jokingly call it child labor…that continues following us into adulthood 🤪
Most people are repeating the cycles of karmic generational patterns, not breaking them !!
— when fear/anxiety lead the way, an easily repeating of ancestral patterns & karmic loops run the show ⭐️ 🔑
Most are either recklessly rushing, or just unconscious to what it is they truly desire, & settling and just going through the motions of the their unevolved choices.
versus
“late / soul bloomers” … who are usually the ones breaking the cycles.
this guarentees to having more of a “happy ending” (not ‘happy’ as in false fairytale con-spirituality, but ‘happy’ as in simply peaceful*alignment*…) … than any other unconscious soul will ever experience !
Those who’ve been *alone* for most of their life….working on their personal development & healing ….will never be alone.
( if you get it, you know )
we will never feel the voids of loneliness that provokes most into settling for being in unsatisfactory relationships …because we have been committed & devoted to building our internal safety to where we are ok being alone.
and synchronously, this set up of a strong, solitary foundation is the pre-requisite that ensures a healthy relationship with another.
there’s less probability of “ winding up alone “…when you are alone for so long & DIDNT SETTLE.🔑
Most of the people who can’t be alone w themselves…& marry too soon or just settle in general for most things at any age ..wind up living their worst fear = being alone !! ((cause that’s where their journey takes them to as they get older after going through 1 toxic, insecure relationship after another, breakups, move-outs, etc. etc. etc.!! )) Nothing ever lasts with them. Nothing is built for sustainbility.
…. and that’s exactly what I’ve put in my best efforts to avoid. Living a chaotic, debilitating life of drama like THAT.
I love being with myself. and I am allowing time and life to organically sort out for having the right *LIFE* partner PEACEFULLY align into my life.
** PEACEFUL blooming **
… a wholesome, precious💎 process that doesn’t force any flowers to grow, but trusts their own evolution in every aspect/area of life. 🌸🪷
At the core of the differences between those who settle vs. those who refuse to, is “clashing values” --
those who don’t take things seriously are just showing they don’t take seriously their OWN value !! ⭐️
🔑
the wise souls ….who are least likely to settle….place high value on the same life experiences/events that the more conventional route-takers priortize ….
but the difference is : those types of people NEED them !!
they place* high-priority*
whereas, wise souls place *high-value*
the wiser souls may just WANT/ DESIRE certain things.
but can WAIT to get them!… in all the ways that are/feel right.
(( and when I say “wait” — I don’t mean twiddling thumbs waiting around. I simply mean PATIENCE & A DEEP TRUSTING IN YOUR JOURNEY WHILE YOU CONTINUE TO LIVE IT OUT ))
The desire is *ONLY* if it aligns completely.
otherwise, wise souls can survive without it.
it’s all about soul-sacred-ness.
vs.
matrix folks who have it in more mundane ways - it doesnt even have to be/feel much aligned for them! It’s just apart of ‘the norm’ that they blindly follow & acquire in low-value ways!
to this crew— being in a relationship …ANY relationship…marriage, etc. is better than no relationship at all !!
These are the people who will single-hood shame & question the wiser souls…so curious as to how they are alone by choice….because they can’t fathom being single by choice cause *they’re* not single by choice (they’re only single because their insecurely-attached castles have crumbled down upon them).
they equate being alone to loneliness.
and wise souls’ high standards threaten their fear of loneliness, & this is where these fear-based people project out from, a natural reaction to the avoidance of their inner work / nurturing of any emotional intelligence !!!
This futher comparison of the “early vs. late bloomers” entirely counts for what makes HOW we operate so differently.
The early ‘bloomers’ / mundanely programmed…- - whatever you wish to ‘label’ them as, to merely understand the differentiation I’m delineating through the symbolisms here - - strictly function on linear time — *NEEDing* to accomplish whatever milestone on a linear timeline by a certain date, age etc.
Frantic bloomers hustle HARD, & don’t actually “flourish,” as their premature blooms are bound to hit many walls as they continue their facade of happiness, or wilt out all together.
The pacing w/ everything is FAST…FAST…FASTER!!
they don’t care to slow down because they’ve learned to not only feed their security this way, but also that if whatever they got themselves into doesn’t work out …(& high chance it wont considering all of the rushed, misaligned factors!)…they can just find something or some1 else cause they’ve been conditioned into (falsely) believing people are easily disposable.
So they likely just settle for whatever comes along under the unendurable crescent moons of an urgency culture that they sloppily swing from & dangle by a flimsy thread upon.🌙🪡
wise souls bloom & flourish from the roots of inspiration ✨
whereas the others…rush the blooming process, & “bloom” from the roots of impatience & insecurity (would this even considered “blooming” !?!? ))
From what I’ve closely observed & experienced, these types DON’T VALUE DEPTH + *ALIGNMENT + PEACE = *SAFETY* is what it comes down to. 🔑
Most don’t even value SAFETY !!!
Not much emphasis is put on building the highest potential for safety in partnership, cause they don’t value putting importance on cultivating inner-security / internal safety within their own selves. ⭐️ !!!
They don’t put importance on their inner depths and living peacefully in alignments with their own values, because they don’t put enough importance on their OWN value…
so how could these types value those main pillars of partnership
that *I* would require of the depth, peace, alignment, & safety!?
Most are just not cut out for true, deep love…and most don’t do the inner work required to be a match for that to begin with.
Superficial exchanges won't suit the ones who are capable of sustaining deep connection.
❤️🔥unless your PASSIONATE (DEEP!), you won’t love something properly !!! BOOM ! Thats the DEPTH… if it isn’t felt, it’s shallow.
people who have no depth
…live to fill those voids / voided depths through external factors
(people, things, etc.)
they keep trying to fill voids that never get fulfilled. .
& this pattern is the reason why …it’s the thing to blame / the culprit of their failed rejected/ dismissed/ abandoned healing work…
so they just attract more betrayal, dismissal, abandonment, rejection.
& the loop continues. (( trauma bonds ! ))
“EARLY BLOOMS” ARE RUSHED, ANXIETY-RIDDEN & FEAR-BASED. — & again, shouldn’t even be called a “bloom” — it’s more of a BUST !
** The benefits of slow downing, becoming more patient, and checking with our own values, the more we can all let go of the need to chase, push, or prove ourselves - which disconnects anybody from their truth. **
Taurus teaches us themes that come from places of self-worth & confidence.
**not need. **
…where the sense of self is strong - & we value what makes us unique. 💝
This type of self-connection is what dismisses any urgency culture spurred from anxiety-induced actions,
& instead, shapes a sustainable life created by INSPIRATIONS + INTEGRITY.
⭐️INTEGRITY = PEACEFULNESS= SAFETY = sustainable!!
LONG TERM SUSTAINABILITY !…and long-term energy — with ANYTHING in life — comes from ALIGNMENT 💝..and a REFUSAL TO RUSH the *ALIGNED* UNFOLDING !!
‘late-bloomers’ live more aligned lives. where everything is more sustainable. 🌷
‘LATE BLOOMS’ ARE RIGHT “ON TIME,” according to their own alignments & conditions, & are SET UP FOR LONG TERM SUSTAINABILITY.
It can take so long ….a patient-building of alignment for the desired lifestyle..& cause many frustrations / grievances along the way
…all the while sitting in the heat of all the other things where a temporary dip into despaired comparisons play out…. but never let ANXIETY RULE the way & act out from this space !!
Others on the outside see us ‘late bloomers’ moving nowhere.
and maybe we’re not, yet.
we feel this deeply at times & our unmet potential gets us down.
…but we are honing all the magic. and maybe nobody can see it but us.
but ‘only us’ is enough 💝
🔑all the triggers/comparisons that arise are teaching an EMBODIMENT OF OWNERSHIP over what’s most unique about you
We may know all of the things deep down, but we need to be EMBODIED in our BODY’s belief systems …believing it all !!!
Taurus helps out with that. Integrating Taurus offers a re-wiring to our systems.
The days where I feel tortured from living this life
…I try to sink into the sweet spot of the knowingness from all my integrations —
knowing & trusting how it takes much “LONGER” to have such special/sacred things in life that I don’t yet have …in much more different, consciously evolved, SACRED, ALIGNED WAYS to who I am
IT TAKES *LONGER* to experience the majesty of life in WAY more SPECIAL WAYS 💝= THE PATH OF THE LATE / ALIGNED/ SACRED BLOOMER 🌷
👸🏻the more unique you are…the longer it takes to be matched to/for the right people/places/things to come through …cause alignment takes time.
So if you’re another unique, quirky, ‘diamond in the rough’ who doesn’t conform to the mainstream… 💎 OWN IT.
** we do not live mediocre, once we are prepared for MAGIC 👸🏻 **
OWN ANY SINGLEHOOD / self-partnership—
These are the powerful souls shifting new paradigms !!! 🌟. . . showing how self-development & self-healing are the top priorities / requirements to be in alignment in ANY partnership - whether w/ yourself or/& with another !!
ofcourse people are going to be curious, question your unconventionality, & even shame you … but who cares.
⭐️“That’s not your path in life.” This soul-knowing is the peaceful & grounding affirmation I, myself, return to.
- - -All adversity is placed in your life for the purpose of highlighting where you may be still doubting yourself…as to elevate your embodiment of truly believing in yourself - -
We are the rulers of our lives 👸🏻to set the GOLD STANDARD 🥇🎖️🏆👑👸🏻 in whatever that is for you.
The **sacred bloomers** are usually OUT OF THE ‘EARLY BLOOMER’S LEAGUE. . .
…in a LEAGUE OF their OWN.
- sacred. exclusive. protected -
divinely made for the kindred hearts who have in common a similar value system ♥️
I never had the ability to settle for anything other than THAT.
or allow any1 or anything to rush my process.
I require a special depth & alignment. 🔑 & I don’t take that lightly.
having NO TOLERANCE FOR BS
+
NEVER FEELING AFRAID OF BEING ALONE.
(( Not everyone needs a relationship to be happy 🌟 ))
=
THAT IS A DIGNIFIED POWER RIGHT THERE.
And on May 23rd, the vibration of the Sagittarius full moon ….sparks saying NO more easily to who/what doesn’t align with our values.
We maintain the high moral ground Taurus set us on 👸🏻 to now reach deeper awarenesses, wisdoms, & a higher honoring of our goddess-given GIFTS / talents / creativities…to which we wish even more deeply to make a living from !!
** Aligned / steady pacing wins the race 🐢 everytime ….* even with the fiery enthusiams of Sag energy lighting up the sky, we are being reminded how **drastic changes don’t last **
When we sense a need to shift, re-direct, move, or change the way we’re living—we need to give ourselves grace, space, and TIME.
DEFAULT VS. DESTINED : SOUL PATH
**sacred bloomers** are NOT on the default path !!
We ‘break away from ‘default life’ at every opportunity, because we know default (‘the expected life plan’ that rushes, confines, and forces) is the true detour / distraction away from our destiny
…& doing all THAT ‘default’ stuff, will NEVER satisfy the soul.
we dodge becoming ‘default deadbeats’
no matter how diffcult the destined / soul path feels — it can feel like detours with all the unknowns of our unpaved path….but it can never be a detour if we are truly following Soul.
it can feel like our faith is being tested* at times in the “waiting rooms“ — where we are learning how to tolerate situations of uncertainty.
are we divinely delayed ?
(( there is wisdom in inaction or pausing for recalibration )) .
or do we NEED to take action / something needs to change ?
We can feel so stuck,
BUT also choosing to “wait”
feels like the wiser thing to do….
while at the same time, not letting hesitation block our hunger for advancement + the higher alignments coming through to satiate those hunger pains.
Open your heart to the opportunities.
Live life as your own unique adventure.
Connect to your Higher Power.
May 23th has the most beautiful energetic potentials for doing all of the above,
as we have …
✨ Venus conjunct Jupiter in Taurus
+
Venus sextile Neptune in Pisces
+
The Full Moon in Sagittarius
+
Venus enters Gemini
+
Jupiter sextiles Neptune✨
Sagittarius wants the TRUTH to set us all FREE —
Where are your arrows aiming? 🏹
What skies is your SACRED BLOOM continuing to open up to?🌷🌹🌷🌹 …ready to receive the fruitful culmination amongst your field of flowers …🌷🌹🌷