Libra Full Moon Lunar Eclipse 2024 — A Heart Sweeping 🧹🧼💖

Spring fling? or Spring cleaning ? 🌸🧹🧼🧽🪣🫧✂️ (& some cord cutting perhaps!) —

It’s a-divine-moment-in-time supporting us all to take the broom to sweep hearts clean of all lingering debris of disappointments, dysfunctional inter-relational dynamics, & toxic enmeshment patterns.

Last year in 2023 on the Libra full moon, we also had a Sun conjunct Chiron in Aries - but this time around, it all lands on the nodal axis of the North Node in Aries + South Node in Libra.  (Last year at this time, the nodes have not yet changed into the signs of Aries/Libra..so this nodal position this time around is adding an extra oomph of POTENCY !!! ).

With the full moon lunar eclipse conjunct the South Node in Libra, there is an emphasis on releasing Libra shadow.

Can you see the shadow themes reverberating from the Libra new moon / solar eclipse on October 14 2023? Since that date, a 6 month healing journey has been initiated on a certain issue you were dealing with ever since.

The dots now culminate and connect to this grand point of release - with the eclipse speeding up healing, while also revealing a graceful goodbye to whatever it is you are now complete with.

MY PERSONAL NOTES FROM THAT LIBRA NEW MOON IN OCT. 2023— see the energy thread 👀? :

🌚10/14/23• The recent Libra solar eclipse just eclipsed out  — with a strong awareness alone —  ✂️of current energetic thoughts / patterns of ‘where we stood’ ( esp. in relation to self & others ). It swept over the land of our souls giving us a swift change in perspective.

so subtle, we wouldn’t even know the difference unless we’re truly paying attn. to our internal most thoughts & feelings.  Pay attn. to the underlying relational energies in your world. You’ll notice this quiet, profound/ potent shift.

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Reflecting & re-reading my personal notes just made me realize how the witch’s broomstick came a bit early before Halloween back in October…as a precognitive token to get ready for some heavy sweeping & sifting through all of which we would be heavily healing until now!

We got the first glimpse back in Oct. that we are NOT here to play rescue ranger for anybody.  Nor are we here to be rescued by any1 other than ourselves. The damsel-in-distress (a Libra shadow!) is obsolete.

We are here for mutual support and encouragement. 

We are here for, and worthy of, equally evolved partnerships.

Journey’ing through my notes from then, I received a realization/download that I captured in my jottings that I feel many of us can relate to regarding ‘aspects/ parts of us’ and authenticity+ ‘ trying to be likable by all ‘ — all Libra shadow themes :

  Some things within us aren’t “hidden” as if we’re trying to repress them— they’re just revealed more… expressed more… when the right energies align.

When our bodies & energy systems feel safe to express them.  it’s not a repression, it’s an aligned revealing. ✨

Sometimes, “repression” is really just SELF-PROTECTION - and we shouldn’t shame ourselves for that…for feeling as if we aren’t being fully ourselves.  MANY times, we just can’t reveal our FULL TRUTHS to certain people.

We reveal our full-spectrum selves, in a healthy pacing, to those who have the capacity to receive us.  And that is something to honor & celebrate.

Not everyone deserves the key to your treasure box 🔑 so we shouldn’t go around passing out key copies for everybody in an attempt for them to SEE us, and like us  - that’s some shadowy Libra dynamics at play if we find ourselves doing that !

Not every1 is our “friend” !

Another thread-of-thought that got me thinking since the Libra eclipse in October 2023 is on the notion of *healthy approaches* when it comes to behaviors within the realm of romantic attractions 💋 and some important self-reflective questions:

** Are they approaching you / expressing their attraction to you in a healthy way? **

I don’t care if you like me, are in love me, are attracted to me, whatever it may be …CAN YOU APPROACH ME & EXPRESS YOUR AFFECTIONS TOWARDS ME IN A *REGULATED*, CONSCIOUS & HEALTHY WAY ??? ⭐️

One of the BIGGEST shadow, outdated, long-gone dysfunctional beliefs & programmings is what we received when we were little girls on the playground with the boy who was picking on us, who really had a crush on us all along. And we were told “Oh, he just REALLY likes you !!!” - AS IF that would relieve & dismiss the dysfunction of his behavior.  Sure, it can explain the energy dynamic, the “why” behind the behavior - a peak behind the curtain —  but it doesn’t make it acceptable — and we were taught that it was, merely by the repeating of these narratives over time.

This got me thinking how unhealthy mens’ interest in you comes out in toxic ways.

Immature men aren’t emotionally regulated enough to approach & handle you with true care from a loving, wise, thoughtful, vulnerable HONEST place….so the dynamic becomes one of game playing. power dynamics. hidden agendas. jealousies.

‘ Let’s see if I can get her jealous when I say this.’

‘ Let’s see her reaction when I say / do something I know is a trigger spot for her. ‘

It’s 1 big power play/ power dynamic = not cute !!!

They’re sooo into you, their emotions are flaming & rising and they can’t control themselves or their triggers.

But that’s NO EXCUSE - and I DON’T CARE ‘how into me’ you are, if it causes immature interactions, it means NOTHING.

Even if they do *really like* you ..their level of consciousness determines their capabilities in how they communicate, approach, & handle their energies towards you  ⭐️

** the lower the consciousness, the lower the frequency their affections/attractions expresses itself from **

they can “like you SO much” that they don’t know how to handle / manage all their emotions & life’s conflicts… so their ‘affections for you’ doesn’t come out in an affectionate way whatsoever — it comes from an unhealthy, toxic place of wounded pain & projections.

Ultimately, their immature behavior blows it. 

They act with impulse… not conscience !!

This is toxic masculinity’s approach to love interests stemming from complete DYSREGULATION.

Their wounds of rejection and abandonment PREVENTS real, healthy love from coming in.🔑 Because their nervous systems are NOT able to receive that.

They are too used to the dysregulation, survival mode, push/pull, rejection ..= GAME PLAYING ! = TOXICITY !

But I for sure am not here for carnival games & rollercoaster rides. That’s toxicity.

Those aren’t Cupid’s arrows falling from the sky of stars above your romantic rides on rollercoasters and ferris wheels holding hands… They’re red flags 💘🏹🚩from the unhealed hearts of those who are usually the love addiction- karmic loop of dysfunctional drama codependents 🎡.

This is what *Shadow Mars/ masculine* can look like. And ‘shadow Mars’ is all the dilemmas caused by toxic men demonstrating some crooked “backwards” behavior such as this.  

Shadow Mars is important to discuss and think about in these times as we are in Aries season with the North Node  + Chiron also in Aries.  (Venus + Mars will be approaching soon!, even more reason why to bring up Mars!)

Sometimes Shadow Mars can also show up as ‘energy leakage’ - where men sloppily spread their energies around  - AIMLESSNESS.

They are involved with many people simultaneously- and they may be seeing someone they don’t even *really* like, someone they’re not *that* into - just to have someone temporarily on their own arm in an attempt to fill a void.

And then we have the shadow masculine showing up as men who are  ‘better behaved’ with these women they aren’t *that into*. cause their hearts/emotions aren’t getting pulled so much since they don’t like them that much.

But the lesson is : HEALTHY MEN ARE ON THEIR *BEST BEHAVIOR / EMBODIED HIGHER SELVES NATURALLY W/ THE WOMAN THEY DEEPLY LOVE.  PERIOD.

So for me….No, it’s not enough that you like me. or even love me. that’s the baseline. I require more - respect. support. loyalty. healthy, peaceful interactions. etc. etc. etc. !

How much you ‘like’ me says nothing if it’s not expressed in a healthy way.

Here’s the mantra / mental trick: If their attraction to you gets expressed from a lower frequency, it is equivalent to him not truly liking you…. Think of like that !! ⭐️

THEY DON’T REALLY LIKE YOU. PERIOD.

And if/ just because they *DO* value you the most, it still doesn’t mean they will treat you any better — because people have completely different ideas of what is VALUABLE to them and live by very unique codes of value systems.

So if you find yourself giving somebody your time/energy & they’re playing games cause ‘they like you’ but their immature actions PROVE otherwise!… (ex: saying they’ll call but they don’t. testing your reaction to things etc. ) — have the self-respect & strength to walk away. & not act on natural feelings of wanting their attention.    

If anyone’s attention towards me comes at me in an unhealthy, distorted approach, it leaves me no choice but to disengage.

✋🏼I don’t respond to anyone or anything that is operating from a wounded state vs. a healed state.  ✨🌸✨

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incapable of healthy expression / behavior = unavailable

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unavailable to the love I require.

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This only shows me that I cannot share my light & love any further ✋🏼

IM NO MATCH FOR THAT !! nor for RECEIVING THAT !!!

I WANT HEALTHY AFFIRMATIONS & INTERACTIONS OF LOVING KINDNESS 💝

w/ Saturn transiting the same house as Neptune - in my 5th house - I’m staying clear-eyed, practical, & realistic about romantic love.  & making all the smart right choices ⭐️

and if we can ALL do our best to make the most powerful choices for ourselves, we are set free to create the most conscious, aligned futures for ourselves. ⭐️

I’ll tell you another thing of “Shadow Libra” Im not interested in :

people trying to impress me with their presented, polished versions of themselves.  Cmon now!! I’m a Scorpionic Soul. 😈

**  I want all the REAL shadows. **

the integrated shadow-work of both parties can be the sweetest, meeting spot...

… pink.  blooming from both/all cheeks…of both the brave, bleeding hearts who show their blood & share their scars.

Courageous to confront the internal aches & heart-breaks.

Blossoming into the integration & internal reconciliation of the sore spots…

… boosts rewards relationally & individually, in emotional equilibrium .⚖️

This is the evolved expression of the Libra/Aries axis.

carrying both the weight of

pain

and

healing

on her scales ⚖️

…enables the Aries warrior through Chiron to hold capacity for dualities of both the light and dark.  Full-spectrum Selves can then come out from hiding and bask in the light/warmth of full-spectrum SAFETY 💝 .

.with those who are your *true* ‘KINDREDS’.

Now — there is an additional, very DEEP coating of the energetic thread of this recent lunar eclipse   — 🔮Go back to 2014…this is key! 🔑where eclipses on the Libra/Aries axis also played out…and see if you can piece together any karmic patterns repeating…

(repeating, as to be released… so fine, I’ll deal with it! ).

I sure can find the dot connections.  And it’s a biggie for me.  It adds a thick layer onto the theme of ‘attractions/approaches’… by also exploring the theme of attractions / repulsions.

You could very well be experiencing some minor/or major feelings of guilt, discomfort, or confusion about your deeper emotions, attractions, and attachments.

I’ve been thinking of the ‘low’ side of some of the law of attraction teachings / false spiritual beliefs shaming us as to who/what we attract — & we all have been there, but it’s nothing to be ashamed of, at all.

It’s actually all natural & for evolutionary purpose —

What/who we magnetize, and what/who we are magnetized to…

… tell a very important story of our Souls’ evolutions.

MAGNETISMS ARE MIRRORS OF OUR INTERNAL / SUBCONSCIOUS, designed for our healing and journey of evolution.

We can release shame or criticism as to WHY we attracted something/someone- and instead, honor the energy / fate / karma -  and understand the energy dynamic to get the full picture. AND THE FULL HEALING !

So it’s not about what you’re attracting — we will attract all kinds of things & people.. it’s called life… (( esp. those of us who are highly intuitive, perceptive & attuned souls! )— it’s really about what/who you are allowing in.

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It’s not about what / who we attract.

It’s about what/ who we allow.

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We can allow the attractions you feel towards to the other person, AND also allow the attraction to each other / ( attraction can be looked at as an ‘entity’ here in this concept) …because it is all apart of the karmic energy dynamic designed within the tapestry of the threads of our healing and growth. .. .

We can allow the attractions with this bigger scope picture in mind, WITHOUT acting on it any further, by disallowing it into your field any further *IF* it is an unhealthy dynamic / pattern.

MANTRAS:

⭐️I can allow the attraction without getting deeper involved.

⭐️As long as Im AWARE of it without ACTING on it…I’m still in ALIGNMENT. ✨

⭐️I will always act from my Higher Self ✨ that’s what keeps me in alignment …. (not my human emotions etc. - those don’t determine my ‘alignment or misalignment’. ..it’s all ok! allow them all. accept it. have self-compassion for the very human heart feelings etc.!).   I could allow them all without beating myself up !! ..just accept my attractions.

…even if it’s hard to accept if it’s an unhealthy pattern!

as long as I don’t act on them if it’s not aligned to my higher self path!

So again, I reiterate : we CAN allow ourselves to allow the attractions — without acting on it further… by not allowing it to go any further.

..if we know it truly isn’t meant for any long-term staying power.

On the other side of attractions is repulsions, and any strong repulsions coming up at this time are also apart of the karmic design.. as they present themselves as an additional opportunity that is catalyzing us closer to authentic resonations of who/what truly resonates. 💝

Don’t reject, dismiss, deny, or repress any of it !

Allow the attractions.

Allow the repulsions.

Allow the acceptance and allow the release.

ALLOW THE ACKNOWLEDGEMENT OF ALL.

Pause and ACKNOWLEDGE just how MUCH you’ve traversed. 🔮…esp. since 2014/2015 within these relational dynamics & energy themes !! (( this is the 2014 beginning karmic point to what is truly completing now )).

The parallels show the progress, and deserve recognition.

Karmic cords unpacked + processed ….could then be released fully into KARMIC ENDINGS.  . . which makes way for clear, conscious beginnings.

So let us all be honest about which energies/dynamics we just don’t connect with anymore ✌🏼- and allow the release.

Allow the liberation / freedom from all the ghosts that hold you back.

Libra low expressions to release /

Focus on releasing / detaching from :

• codependency / any codependencies in any relationship

• comparisons

• Unhealthy consumptions - what are you consuming / focusing on?

• Release any self-undoing or self-sabotage patterns

• Release of romantic regrets, dissatisfactions & sorrows

• release rose-colored glasses 🌹🕶️

Maturity is believing the clear signs of incompatibility.

   And through the contrasts (Libra) of everything *not* aligned to us, we are all learning about ourselves & our needs.

IF IT LACKS DEPTH, IT IS BEING RELEASED.

Release enmeshments (Libra) into autonomous empowerments (Aries).

Aries is here helping us to upgrade :

• firming up healthier boundaries

• Reciprocity & receiving - upgrading our capacity for receiving

• Re-negotiations of our needs

JOURNAL PROMPTS ** 📝

⭐️WHAT ARE YOUR values and your non-negotiables ?!

Being honest about the relationships (friendships, family, romantic, etc.) that just can’t meet our needs  ….elevates our advocacy for our elevated self worth, which then also helps to expand our OUR CAPACITY FOR RECEIVING what *does* meet our needs !!

⭐️WHICH RELATIONSHIPS REPLENISH ?

⭐️What do *YOU* need for a healthy partnership / with yourself and others ?

Make sure you’re engaging in what feels AUTHENTIC to you and that you’re tapping into YOUR INTEGRITY.

The south Nodal eclipse points to all of the releasing, while the Sun +North Node in Aries aim at where we are to RETURN to, within our core desires & values 🌟🌟🌟

💖A freedom is found in the love of yourself / empowering deeper autonomy

AND

within a deeper worth, to be matched to those of *equal / reciprocal partnerships*

Although the sun is in Aries, this upcoming season is def. not as “Aries” as other years.

During this specific Aries season… the sunny harshness is softened by the pool of Piscean waters, with 4 planets being in Pisces.

- Venus, Mars, Saturn, Neptune -

…especially since Aries’ ruler is Mars, which JUST moved into Pisces 2 days before the Lunar eclipse in Libra, ruled by Venus…ALSO in Pisces.

It all leads back to the waves of the Pisces water world-🌊

So though it may technically be Aries season, we are still feeling Pisces in many ways - and will through out this cycle / eclipse season.

All these deep Pisces influences can sustain our sensitivities & keeping us tuned into deeper knowings / truths…

..esp. with Mercury retrograde approaching on the 1st / FOOL’s day — ( how perfectly aligned for those trickster / joker / clown vibes w/ ‘trickster/prankster Mercury’ stationing RX on that very day ?!?! - makes soo much sense! )

Between Merc going RETRO within the eclipse portal we are already in, it is a very mysterious time of an otherworldly, uncanny kind of energy — which Pisces knows how to navigate best.  Luckily, we have those planets supporting us.

Another big support system right now is Venus being in Pisces.💘

She only allows in the sweetest of hearts — sweet, as in GENUINE with the purest of intentions and nothing less!

You can find me in a LAND CALLED…. ‘LOVER GIRL’ 💘

YOU CAN ONLY REACH ME IN THIS REALM

IF YOU’RE BEING REALLY GENUINE

AND COME FROM A PURE-HEART.

And if you don’t come in peace, from a pure intention, you will be let go and released ☮️✌🏼 — (( a healthy Libra awareness )) ⚖️

And where Pisces & Libra come together is within …

the harmonious heart 👸🏻👑💖💗

Go ahead & let yourself daydream up your *dreamiest relationship*

Hopefully you thought of YOURSELF, FIRST!

Fantasize about the most healthy partnerships you can have in reality

— with yourself AND another — esp. your *dream partner* …if we’re talking about Pisces/Libra, that’s just where their romantic minds/hearts go!

Enchant yourself by exploring your romantic ideals *&* your heart more to discover what it is that you truly want.

whoever’s standing in your shine - blocking, dimming, eclipsing your light - BYE to them.   

whoever’s sitting on your clouds crushing your dreams. . HEY. YOU. GET OFF MY CLOUD. 🫵🏼☁️

This is a time for staying on our own clouds and in our own hearts.

And the ✨magic mirror✨ for these current cosmic energies is reflecting the themes of ✨allowance / availability / acceptance  ✨

& what it is we will allow & accept.

Not every1 deserves access to you !!!

Make yourself & your inner kingdom of treasures available to AUTHENTIC ALLIES  …& make yourself less avail to every1 else.

And the key takeaway for the highest expression of Aries/Libra is….

Conscious companionship and divine partnerships will *always* honor your *TRUTH* and encourage your full-spectrum Self, all aspects of Self, to be explored & embodied.

It can hold space for all.

Freedoms of autonomy *and* partnership.

Freedom* WITHIN * relationship.

Aries/Libra : The most evolved expression has the room to nobly roam.